I am so BORED ... also I can't think of much to blog about . This is weird ... the latter part I mean . I am a chatahloic . I can talk for ages without really saying much . I try not to read anyone's posts no more also 'cause it's frustrating when I can comment . For example, zak has written a post about the different heads of state/govt. we have had and has conveninetly left out Benazir Bhutto . Chauvinist ... grrrrr .

Rai has closed down his blog . Probably Q or a publicity stunt . *eyebrows raised*

So much Aya writes I can relate to but can't comment .... :((

Blah blah . :p

A Note To All

These are only 3 of the 75 stories the children wrote about Corporal Punishment . The ideas they came up with were morbid and very, very disturbing . It horrified me to see how they look at CP and how they feel about it . Sit back, keep the lights on and also someone close by ... do not, I repaet, DO NOT READ WHIL ALONE + it's X- Rated stuff for extreme violence . *Shudders*










Moral of the Story : Never hit a child . Yikesssssssss .

Randomly Random Randomness

Uhhhhhhhhh ... d-uh . Spring Gala is tomorrow . Don't think it's going to be a success ... guys guys you know I am a very positive person but let's face reality okey ... because weather is not right . Gonna rain tomorrow for sure . Hopefully not but if hopes were horses beggars would ride .... (?!?!?!?!)

The most pathetic movie award goes to ................. LOSER ! Yep have you guys seen it ? It's so cheesy and the script is horrible . What a waste of my time ... could ahve checked all my creative writing notebooks . Humph .

Hubbie is being extra nice . Spent all day yesterday and today with me . I mean even I can't spend so much time with myself . I can be pretty annoying ... khe khe khe . Has any of you tried the new Walls Almond Magnum ? It's awesome . Can't get enough of it .

My students think I look like a Barbie ... YIPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

My best friend who got divorced a year after she got married is getting married again ... I mean she will . My other best friends' mom is gonna ask for her for her son . Isn't that great ? She deserves all the best and I am soooooooo happy for her . Past 3 years have been really hard for her and now Allah is finally gonna reward her for her patience . I love you Allah . Mwah mwah .

Supposed to send son in white shalwar kameez tomorrow to school but the stupid people sent a notice for it today . How the heck am i supposed to get his the clotes on such a short notice ? Will have to ring up his teacher tomorrow . This is ridiculous .

Okey byeeeeeeeeee . :D :p

Some Jokes + A Question

Joke No. 1 :

What is the similarity between a sikh and a sperm ?
One in a million mature .


Joke No. 2 :

Power failure in India for 2 days. Worst hit was Assam . All Sikhs were stuck on escalators for 48 hours ....... LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL


Joke No. 3 :

SADHU : Hey Bhagwan tu mujhe Dard de, Dukh de, Sare sansar ka Ghum de, Kasht de, Takleef de.

CHELA : Baba itni sari demand kioon karte ho. Aik BIWI maang lo baqi sub khud bakhud mil jaye ga . LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

Question :

Why do I get Google in Hindi ???

Latest From Peshawar

In Laws crossed their limit ... MIL says my son can't speak till now and is probably gonna stay mute because of me ... because I have a depressive disorder . First of all my son is only 2+ and gonna turn 3 in June (Insha Allah)and I checked on the net and talked to people on parental support groups and they all assured me it was pretty common specially amongst boys to start talking after the age of 3 and secondly I had postnatal depression that got worse due to lack of support and care at home ... meaning because of THEM ! But imagine how it would feel to a mother to be told that she is responsible for anything bad that might happen to her child . How difficult it is to accept your child is not normal . At first I was shocked and hurt beyong words at what she said but when sanity returned I thought what the heck ... she is just a jahil woman sitting at home with nothing better to do then make stupid stories in her head . If I start worrying over what she says then what's the point of my education . That thought helped quite a bit . Thank God I am out of there . Hubbie went crazy as usual once we reached there . Ughhhhh ... I could whine forever but now I am gonna stop feeling sorry for myself and thank Allah I am healthy, my son is well, I ahve a place to live in if not call home and Allah has been so kind in every way to me and He is there for me whenever I need Him . What more can a person ask for ? :D

On another note, just to remind you people, I am still unable to comment on any blog or read any without using an anonymizer and it takes ages for a page to open that way so I am sorry people ... will make it up to everyone ... and it does not mean I am not missing out on a lot and very AWARE of it . :((

We are celebrating Spring Festival in school . Will wear a sari . I love saris though I like shalwar kameez equally .

Ummmmm .... until next time ... this is moi ... SaneFreak or BeautifulStranger .... signing out ... take care everyone .... :p

School News

I am not the kind of person who umps to conclusions about people ... even if I do I think I may be guilty of thinking too well of everyone and not the other way around . I have this colleague and from the very beginning I have found her slighgtly repulsive . That's probably because she is married and has a number of boyfriends and does nothing but talk to them all day long and uses really dirty language in school . Now that may be none of my concern but a few days back she said something that confirmed my suspicions/opinion of her . I was sitting with my son at pack-up and she comes and says "every time I see your son I want to rape him" . Now doesn't that send a shiver down you peoples spines ? I was disgusted . Even if it was a joke you can imagine how her brain works . Correct me if I am wrong but isn't that SICK ?!

Another piece of news is that the thief has finally been caught ! What thief ?? Okey, lemme tell you about that . The past couple of months teachers had been losing money out of their wallets/bags . We thought it might be the maids but they have been with the school for a long time and had a clean record, then it even came to the point when everyone started thinking it might be one of the teachers . I mean who else could walk into the staffroom and take money out of a teacher's bag ?? Finally a couple of days back the teachers became suspicious of a student . They laid a trap . Marked a note, put it in the wallet and left the purse behind during their games class . After the period was over tecaher checked and the note was gone . She checked the girl's bag and found it . It was shocking . I have been asking the teachers not to share it with the kids or make gossip out of it because the girl must have some serious psychological problem that should be dealt with .

Phew ... even working in a school is making me "grow up" a lot . Who would have thought such things actually happenned .

What The *********

In Pakistan they have stopped netusers from accessing any blogs on blogspot 'cause of the cartoon controversy . What the heck ! Chalo, atleast I can post to my blog
(or is it post ON my blog ?!?!) Whatever ! Leaving this post specially for you ZAB . You may add me to your MSN by all means .

I am busy preparing for a small presentation about Spring Festivals . I HATE doing all this presentations business ... I am no good at it . I am getting lots of help though .

Isloo is no fun any more . For me the most fun part of going out is the food but 'cause of the bird flu and the mad cow diseaese and fear of something happening to the goats and fish there is nothing one can really eat outside . Chhalis (corn) are a good option but I didn't see any today . Are they out of season ???

My uncle's farm house looks awesome ... all the flowers have come out and the trees are blossoming, the grass looks soooo fresh and green ... you could "smell" spring . I am so happy I was born in Spring . Must be so depressing to be born in any other season ... no offense meant . Just wondering out loud ... :D

My Lowest Lows

I am totally freaking out . I know it's no news for those of you who "know" me but seriously I am . I am having dreams again ... strong ones . And also having that deja vu thingie ... like bad things happening and me having known it in a dream but then not giving the dream any importance and then after ages when that very thing happens realizing that the dream was true . It's not a good feeling . Leaves me with a horrible headache everytime and leaves me totally exhausted . To most of you it doesn't make sense ... some of you might even think it has something to do with my depressive disorder but ........................................